Summer Plans, Anxiety in the Situation, and Relying on God

Summer Plans, Anxiety in the Situation, and Relying on God
May 27, 2020

While Summer has "officially" arrived, it certainly does not feel like it. Many of us are cognisant of the world situation. And many of us might be finding ourselves overwhelmed by the news reports every day. I know I certainly am. It is in these times that we must continue to pray and rely on God, which is easier said than done. This has been a struggle for me lately.

I recently came across the following quote from St. Francis of Assisi:

"By the anxieties and worries of this life Satan tries to dull man's heart and make a dwelling for himself there."

Those of you that know me well, know that I struggle with anxiety, even though I did not really admit that until recently. Worrying comes second nature to me. I think the above quote rings true. When I allow my anxiety and my worry to take over my life, that is when Satan tries to move into my heart and turn me away from God. If we believe in God, that dictates that we also believe in the power of the evil one. In today's hectic and chaotic world, it can be so easy to let Satan in and allow him to turn us away from the God who loves us. When this happens, I begin to find comfort and solace in my worry and my anxieties. After years of doing this, I can honestly say it does not work! Unless we find our comfort in God, we will continue on a downward spiral where we do not even know who we are. 

The past year in seminary has taught me that reliance on God is one of the most critical aspects of our lives. When I rely on God, my life is better. Things do not seem as hectic. I am able to slow down and appreciate the things around me. I do not worry as much. Life is calm. God communicates with me more clearly. And I am able to see God at work through the people around me. 

Through the help of the Formation Team at Kenrick, I have learned many ways to deal with anxiety and worries. I would like to share with you the two most helpful strategies. 

1. An active and full prayer life is absolutely essential to a balanced and God-filled life. Sounds simple right? I have always known this deep down, but it really hit home in the last year. 

2. Schedule a time to worry each day. The first time I heard this, I thought it was absurd. But after trying it out, it is very helpful to have  a 10 minute (more or less as needed) to worry each day. That way all the worry is confined to one time frame. Then when something comes up thorughout the day, you do not worry about it, because you already have. 

While I am not perfect at either of these, I know I have to keep trying. 

Recently I found out that I will be moving to Sioux City for six weeks of Summer Assignment. I will be living in a rectory at St. Joseph's Parish with two other seminiarians. We will be helping at various parishes in the city and at the Chancery with different things as needed. I am looking forward to living in community with two other seminarians, but I am also sad to be leaving Algona. My time here has been great! The plan is to move to Sioux City around June 17th. 

Once again, Thank You for all the prayers and support and know of my prayers for you!

Pax et Bonum,

Jake